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haixz... wanna update frenster blog but under maintence... fcuk sia,, feel tt when i need a listening ear all my sisters and brothers nt here for me,, all nt online... hav no choice but to turn to blog... haixz.. fuck laxz... damn dulan,, dunno wads de problem wif dear lo,, knn... make me dulan... for nth he show attitude,, i gt do anything wrong mehxz?? wapiang... tink tt tis relationship de feelin he hav to me is no more le lo... damn dulan laxz,, ccb,, wtf!! ahhh!!!! argh.... why tis happening lk tis.. realli cant take it anymore,, he made me mood to bad... wtfx... realli dun feel lk continue le.. for nth gimme attitude,, oso neber huan tio him... damn dulan sia`` knn,, eu gt attitude i dun hav mehxz?? eu gimme attitude i muz 'ren' everytime de arxz?? as if i no attitude lo,, plz laxz... wapiang... haixz suan liaox.... mayb is a time for de relationship to come a end...

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hmmxz...long time no blog ehre le dui mahxz??? hahaxz,, a few more day ish me and dear 2mth le~ to be exact it shud be 7days ba~ kekezx... muackxz~ ai si ni le! hahaxz... ermxz... ytd was gab kor officially bday lehxz!! happy bday~ i forgot abt it and he reminded me and say i bo xim... hahaxz,, sorry leix... i gt heart, wan see? hahaxz... ytd meet them early in de morning at 11am++ le,, went to lot1 to meet them... they went to taxi stand to pick me,, den we go arcade play! fun lehxz,, den afterward accompany junyong pierce earhole =)) cool~ hahaxz,, den we went bac to batok le... we go meet chewpingjiex, chewyimeix and ermxz, kailun, yeapxz ^^ den altogether gt me, joeyjiex, gabriel, junyong, christopher, peiling, jiahong, xinling, chewping and chewyi~ was quite fun ba,, den we took mrt to buana vista meet alvinkorx~ miss him lots... den windlok came soon =))den we walk to nearby mac go eat... and alvinkorx choose de person tt can go in his court... he chose me, chewpingjiex, chewyimeix, windlok, gabkorx, junyong... in de end joeyjiex cried coz she was nt choosen so windlok become a little dulan and giv up his seat... we went to queensway meanwhile to shop coz court start at 4.30pm,, den we went to de court... cried outside~ was so quiet when we went in... hahaxz,, den we waited so long... den they call alvin and his bro there... den they say postpone to 3more wk... gd gd~ kekexz,, den we went to eat~ yummiie,, droolx.. hahaxz,, aft tt we walk ard and me, chewpingjiex, chewyimeix and kailun wanna go 289,, so we all took mrt together =)) hahaxz,, reached 289 saw joeyjiex, peiling, xinling, arongkorn, guoliang, hongzhao, bagay, weilun and manymanymore~ quite fun but sian ba... den reached home at abt 10pm,, called dear =)) today went to sch in de morning den aft wardd went to take a cab to dear's hse.. played for awhile and he gotta go meet yujie they all~ wanna meet gabkorx, alvinkorx they all but they were watching movies,, and i don wanna wait... so i went home =)) be a guaikia~ muahahaxz~ so sian lo now... hmmmxz,, tt all ba... wanna wish my beloved baobei korkor a happy belated bday~ i luv eu lots,, kor mei qing shen~ neber be replaced<< muackxz~ hahaxz...

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hmmxz...long time no blog ehre le dui mahxz??? hahaxz,, a few more day ish me and dear 2mth le~ to be exact it shud be 7days ba~ kekezx... muackxz~ ai si ni le! hahaxz... ermxz... ytd was gab kor officially bday lehxz!! happy bday~ i forgot abt it and he reminded me and say i bo xim... hahaxz,, sorry leix... i gt heart, wan see? hahaxz... ytd meet them early in de morning at 11am++ le,, went to lot1 to meet them... they went to taxi stand to pick me,, den we go arcade play! fun lehxz,, den afterward accompany junyong pierce earhole =)) cool~ hahaxz,, den we went bac to batok le... we go meet chewpingjiex, chewyimeix and ermxz, kailun, yeapxz ^^ den altogether gt me, joeyjiex, gabriel, junyong, christopher, peiling, jiahong, xinling, chewping and chewyi~ was quite fun ba,, den we took mrt to buana vista meet alvinkorx~ miss him lots... den windlok came soon =))den we walk to nearby mac go eat... and alvinkorx choose de person tt can go in his court... he chose me, chewpingjiex, chewyimeix, windlok, gabkorx, junyong... in de end joeyjiex cried coz she was nt choosen so windlok become a little dulan and giv up his seat... we went to queensway meanwhile to shop coz court start at 4.30pm,, den we went to de court... cried outside~ was so quiet when we went in... hahaxz,, den we waited so long... den they call alvin and his bro there... den they say postpone to 3more wk... gd gd~ kekexz,, den we went to eat~ yummiie,, droolx.. hahaxz,, aft tt we walk ard and me, chewpingjiex, chewyimeix and kailun wanna go 289,, so we all took mrt together =)) hahaxz,, reached 289 saw joeyjiex, peiling, xinling, arongkorn, guoliang, hongzhao, bagay, weilun and manymanymore~ quite fun but sian ba... den reached home at abt 10pm,, called dear =)) today went to sch in de morning den aft wardd went to take a cab to dear's hse.. played for awhile and he gotta go meet yujie they all~ wanna meet gabkorx, alvinkorx they all but they were watching movies,, and i don wanna wait... so i went home =)) be a guaikia~ muahahaxz~ so sian lo now... hmmmxz,, tt all ba... wanna wish my beloved baobei korkor a happy belated bday~ i luv eu lots,, kor mei qing shen~ neber be replaced<< muackxz~ hahaxz...

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hhey ~ longg tiime no blogg at hhere le hhorx !! hahhaxz =)) coz now ii blogg at fwensterr dde mahhx .. so kkia su gott 2blogg =pPp kekkex . now adayy berii ffun norr ! llurve myy bbaobeii dear lotts <3<3 mmuackkxz ! kekke ,, so fastt wan 1mthh le lehhxz =)) so hhappiie .. hhmmm ,, todayy at schh nothhing lorhhx .. stupidd dde llarhx .. myy hpp kena confiiscate again !! dulan siia ,, hahhaxz .. nvm ~ hhmmm ,, stupidd dde lehh .. todayy actually wan go dde mariina dunno wadd shyttiie thingyy .. dden cannot go !! tt stupidd miss ggopal ddun lett me go !! idiott dde`` dden neber ggo llo .. dden miss ggopal call my mother come schh bringg me hhome .. dden ii frm H.O.D rrun outt ! hahhaxz .. dden call myy mothher tell hher ii ggo hhome myselff =)) muahhhahas ~ dden go 213 awhile norr .. dden ggo hhome le .. kekke ~ lookingg forwardd to mondayy nehhx ! coz one monthh ! <3<3 muahahhahas ~ dde dayyx spendd wiff my dearr are berii memorabble =)) llove hhim lotts ~ nebber gonna lett him ggo .. kekke ,, laterr wan go buyy clothes lehhxz =)) see can anott lo ,, askk my motherr go wiff me .. whahhhax =pPp kk llarh ,, ii go chatt wiff shirleyy jie lle ,, takkecaree all ~ mmuackkxz ! ppeace -twistt- <3

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came in here on04:31 p.m.x

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haiiz .. these few dayy thott alott .. now finally thinkk ok lerr .. me giib up liiao .. haiiz .. sorrii all mua baobeiis tt ii brkk yrr trustt andd everythiin .. pls ddun li kaii wo .. ii wil change .. frm todayy onwards ii wil change ... ii ddun wanna become badd .. iim sorri .. ii realli ddowan lose euu all .. euu all berii preciious to mii .. espp gabb korr ,, kailin ,, niicole jiiex ,, chewping jiiex ,, chewyii meiix ,, siqi jiiex ,, andd alott ! ii realli lurve euu all lotts .. wo zhi cuo lerr .. pls gimme a chance to change ? ii ddowan lose euu all one agaiin .. ii knoe dde feelin of lose a lurve one .. realli berii paiin .. ii ddowan .. haiiz ,, lurve euu all lotts .. ii wil treasure euu all dde .. <3<3<3

these few dayy nthh lo .. go schh ,, playyx2 .. liddatt .. dden today go schh ,, nthh happen .. ermmx // dden mstan catchh mii , daryl andd zoo coz ourr socks mahh .. dden askk us go buyy new pairr .. dden mii andd daryl neber buyy .. dden she sendd us ddown andd buyy lo .. dden we walkk differentt wayy see who firstt .. dden ii walk halfwayy att outsiide offiice saw gabb korr ,, zhiyongg theyy all .. dden mr lengg askk mii go there .. ii quicky run awayy sayy ii wan go buyy mua socks .. keke`` dden go iin buy sockk dden go change .. dden lie mstan sayy we throw away old sock liao .. hahha ,, dden d&t quite fun la .. can playy .. draw dde thing .. teacherr treatt mii berii gdd .. ii wan concentrate on studiies lerr ,, nott goiin to lett anyone ddown anymore !! ii lurve euu all too muchh to lett euu go .. ii hope euu all will gimme a chance to change ..

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all these ; ii br0ughtt itt up0n myyselff .

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hmmmx.. brandd new lay0utt . everythiing brandd new ! brand new liife to0 . . iim g0nna reuse thiis bl0gg ! =)) 0k peepx . miie andd hiim brkk le . thankx f0r all ur c0ncern . . xiiex2 . s0 siian . n0w att h0me cann0rtt g0 0utt . miie to0piid br0 dd0wan helpp miie g0 0utt . haiix . siian ! hhe s0 fuck le . dd0ntt care larh . . haii . thiis new lay0utt berii niice . lk despressedd dde . suitt miie f0r n0w . haiix . siianx . . dd0nn0 wartt t0 sayy le . . kiiex , endd here le . . take care all !

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heyyx . iff all 0f eu wanna readd miie bl0gg , pls g0 t0 dde fwenster dde . i'll be updatiing there . kekex . =)) yeappx ; thankkx . t0 g0 t0 dde fwensterr bl0gg ; cliick here .

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siianx . t0day kn0e yv0ne . a berii go0d fwen . ii can turn t0 f0r adviices . kekex . =) treasure her l0ads . and s0rriiex t0 miie jiiex meiix . duibuqi*

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yesterday was miie & ddear 0ne week ! keke . . dden we g0 0ut wihh ahxiian , shuana , jiiah0ng , kailin , weiwei . at fiirst g0 westmall , dden dde gals want g0 panjang then they d0wan . iin dde endd make miie berii dulan wihh ddear and ahxiian . c0s ytdd pr0miise me want peii miie g0 everywhere ii want dde . dden n0w liddart . dden in dde end we g0 0ur seperate ways and meet at hillviiew . dden at hillviiew s0 to0piid leiix . ii angriie wihh ddear again . to0piid zhut0u ! haha . he larh , ii t0rk t0 hiim he askk miie shuddup , dden g0 t0rk t0 0ther giirls . dden ii damn dulan ii run t0 t0ilet . cry a little . dden laterr ii g0 0ther siide dden saw ddear findiing miie . dden after that ii b0chap hiim all dde way . iin playgr0und we neber t0rk t0 aech 0ther at all . dden g0 functii0n ro0m als0 neber t0rk t0 each 0ther . miie , shuana , kailin , niic0le g0 ro0ft0p there . dden sing s0ng . haha . dden afterwards ii g0 iin c0s g0rt aiirc0n . dden ddear siing dde t0nghua 0ne sentence , 'w0 y0u zhu0 cu0 le she me' haha . dden afterwards he als0 neber t0rk t0 miie . dden ii als0 n0 t0rk t0 hiim . dden iin dde end he gave iin . haha . he askk miie siit besiide hiim dden we take f0t0s ! he s0 tall ! haha . dden after that we g0 siit at dde table . ii sit 0n hiis leg . dden he keep tickliing miie . haha . dden pull miie shirt d0wn . siia0 leiix ! haha . . dden later we d0 n0rt3 n0rt4 thiings . haha . n0 larh ! l0l . dden after that tiimes up le , we g0 d0wn . kena push iin water by weiiweii ! dden ddear neber help miie ! wala0 ! dde weiweii , kailin , shuana . 0MG ! ahhhh ~ wala0 . dden iin dde end we all g0 jaco0zi play . ddear keep disiia0 miie . keep pulliing miie legg . haha . dden he piiggyback miie again . l0l . dden afterwards late le , we g0 h0me . . ddear they all g0 0pp0siite bus st0p . dden ahl0ng k0r there leiix ! 0mg ! dden we g0 iin cab askk dde cab t0 u-turn jjust t0 sayy byebye t0 them . dden ii kena they all sayy ii b0liia0 . haha . dden g0 clementi wihh kailin . g0 her h0use change . dden g0 d0wn meet anqii & her c0usiin . dden we eat . afterwards g0 her h0use f0r awhile until 1o+ . dden g0 h0me le . siian leiix dd0n't feel lk g0iing h0me . g0 h0me miie parents quarrel bc0s 0f miie . . dden ii kena lecture f0r 0ne h0ur ~ hahaa . haiix . ii miiss zhut0u al0rt ! he n0w 0utsiide le . . everiieday g0 0ut 0ne leiix . l0l . kiiex ytdd update finish le . still g0rt tw0 days ag0 ! hahahqha . =p

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ddear , teckhiian they all c0me miie h0use fiind miie . w0oh0o ! haha . dden g0 panjang plaza . dden g0 l0t1 all th0se . dden ii afterward c0me 0nliine t0rk t0 ahl0ng k0rr . haha . ii tell hiim miie pr0blems l0rh . c0s ii thiink dear playiing wihh miie mahx . dden afterwards ii tell ahl0ng k0r all th0se . dden he g0 tell ddear leiix ! 0mg . dden afterwards c0s ii call ahxiian mah , dden ahxiian als0 wihh them . dden ii heard ddear sh0ut sayy lk bernice can play 0ne iszit . all th0se . haiix . dden afterwards ii cry a little l0rh . ahxiian saw miie cryiing . dden afterwards 0k le . ddear , ahxiian , weiwei , weiwen , ahl0ng sing s0ng ! haha . ddear siing guan huai fang shi dde 2nd versii0n . haha . dde s0ng iish lk bernice bernice w0 zhi cu0 , qiing nii bu ya0 shen qi w0 , adrain fa shi hui gai gu0 , dden f0rget le . hahahaha . dden afterwards ii keep askiing them siing s0ng . haha . =p keke . dden iin de end want kapp le , ddearr askk miie dd0n't thiink to0 much iin chinese . haha . dden he sayy 'w0 hui y0ng yuan dde ai ni' haha . dden ii alm0st awnt cryy ! haha . dden at niight call ddear t0rk awhile . dden miie m0ther c0me dden quickly kapp . dden cann0rt call hiim back le . haiix . s0rriie ddear ii always thiink s0 much bbut cann0rt help iit mah ! s0rriie l0rh . k larh , end here le . =)) hamster l0rviing zhut0u f0rever . ii will l0rve eu till miie last breathe . ii pr0miise =)) dd0n't ever leave miie al0ne here . w0 fa shi , w0 hui y0ng yuan dde ai ni .

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kuku lehhs n0w ii berii siian l0rh ~ every0ne lk n0rt at h0me dde . except f0r viict0riia . she s0 fwenliie . =)) l0rve her man ! haha . miie that fat piiggiie zhuzhu ddear ah , still iin hiis sweetdreamms ! see larh , s0 piggiie l0rh . ii b0mb hiis hp wihh miie calls and sms he als0 can c0ntiinue sleep . wahh , zhu leii ~ haha . still sayy miie hamster . humph . lalala ~ then that kailin , shuana , teck hiian and jiiah0ng g0 reb0nd hairr l0rh . teck hiian and jiiah0ng acc0mpany dde tw0 qiian jiing xiia0 jiies . haha . =)) humph . laterr niic0le als0 g0rt g0 . wah . bbut luckyy' shuana , teckkhiian andd kailin g0rt c0me miie h0use nehh ~ haha . maybe ddear als0 g0rt c0me larh , see he wart tiime wake up l0rh . after ii update ii want g0 b0mb hiis hp . haha . wh0 ask hiim sleep lk piggiie ~ haha . =p ii always angriie wihh hiim f0r n0 reas0n dde , to0 xiia0'qi le larh miie . must change ! =)) that kuku niic0le cann0rt take j0kkes dde . wala0 . haha . make fun 0r her name 0nliie there whine s0 much . haha . =p bbut funn lehhs ~ later g0 bukit panjang wihh them . playplayy' . haha . that niic0le s0 siia0 , ii sayy she hiigh'klass g0 t0wn reb0nd haiir dden she whiine liia0 . haha . funniie leii she . tat to0piid' jun neng pervert assh0le leii ~ g0 put hiis display piicture s0 erxiin'da biian dde piicture . ii feel lk slappiin' hiim lehh . anyway , n0w ii iin l0rve wihh `chii xiin jjue duii' dde s0ng s0 niice lehhs . w0ah ii l0rve iit mans ! s0 meangingful als0 . =)) keke . dden ii t0day tii0 gan by miie parents l0rh . that miiss esther tan larh . she g0 c0mplain s0 much . . then miie klass p0siiti0n alm0st last leii ~ dden mstan g0 tell them ii must f0ll0w niic0le . pai kiia but still study . wala0 . anyway , after junes h0ls ii realliie wan studyy le . =)) waiit ah eu all h0ld 0n , ii g0 call miie kuku feii zhu ddear . wahh fuckerr leii ddear he g0 kapp miie f0ne ! askk hiim g0rt c0me 0r n0rt he there bu d0ng dden ii say nvm dden he kapp liia0 . aiiyah dd0n't care hiim liia0 . he want c0me dden c0me d0wan dden sua ~ n0rt g0iing t0 b0ther le larh ! eee yer . sp0iil miie mo0d l0rh . haiis . dd0n't update le . . laterr dden update bahh . s0rriie h0rr . buaibuaiis ~ takke care .

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n0w g0rt tiime le . 0kkayy ii g0iing t0 bl0g everithiing d0wn . that happen jjust n0w . keke . p0n tan mah , dden s0 qiia0 , dear t0day als0 p0n tan . ii d0nn0 until ii 0nliine dden he als0 0nliine . haha . dden t0rk iin msn . dden g0 meet hiim le . he wait f0r miie f0r berii l0ng . keke . =p ii reach at abt 12pm . dden he ah , waiit f0r hiis fwen askk hiis fwen help hiim buyy hun kii . haii ~ s0 w0rriie f0r hiim . t0dayy he buyy 3packet . sm0ke all finish . wth . haii . tell hiim dd0n't sm0ke he neber listen . haii . dden we wait f0r shuana they all c0me 0ut , then he acc0mpany teck hiian g0 change . ii acc0mpany shuana g0 h0me . wait f0r niic0le , kailin , dear and teck hiian t0 c0me . dden they c0me le , kailin and niic0le g0 change . dden all play water . at fiirst teck hiian and dearr push miie t0 water iinside . wala0 . ii all wet . dden teck hiian als0 kena dr0p iin . l0l . dden afterwards we push niic0le all th0se . that tiime g0rt a perii0d miie and dear quarrel . iin clubh0use . dd0n't sayy le larh . =p haha . dden later ddear keep d0wan g0 iin water . then dulan hiim . c0s every0ne kena push iin except f0r hiim . iin de end we g0 jaco0zi there he 0wnself take 0ut shiirt and g0 iin . keke . dden that tiime ii dulan hiim mah , dden ii g0 0ther siide . dden afterwards he askk miie g0 iin . haha . dden we play insiide . they keep lisiia0 miie ! dden he carry miie . haha . =p dden laterr play truth 0r dare . they s0 purp0sely leii ~ haha . cann0rt say larh . let eu all xiing yangg yanng . keke` . =p muahahahas . haha . dden at niight we quarrel again . s0riie larh ddear . dden afterwards he sms miie and sleep le . 1+ wake up , sms hiim . keep b0mbiing hiis f0ne wihh miie miss calls and sms . bbut he neber reply . c0s sleep lk piig liia0 ~ haha . dden he keep sayiing ii lo0k lk hamster . dden ii say hiim piig . haha . dden kena by hiim again . l0l . =p n0 m0re le larhh ! keke . . haha . . end here l e. . ii g0 0rhh2 le ! keke . . seeya . . buaibuais . . take care all . . l0rviing & missiing adrain 1314 . . muacks . =p

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t0day went swiimmiing . . n0rt really larh . keke . . berii fun . went wihh dearr , teck hiian , shuana , kailin , niic0le . haha . that teck hiian and dear push miie d0wn dde p0ol ! badd leii ~ dden later we g0 dde jacuzi there . haha . . d0nn0 h0w t0 spell larh . keke . . dden they larh , purp0sely miie turn that tiime iish dare . . dden kena suan . haha . ahhh ~ l0l . . dden dde 0ther thiings iish private ! keke . . =p hahahaha ~ MUAHAHAHA ! l0l . . ii'm to0 iin l0rve wiih hiim le . k larh , t0day until here . buaiibuaii . l0rviing and missiing hiim l0rts ! =)) muacks ! w0 ai ni 1314 . . dd0n't li kaii w0 . - ahba0 .

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haiis ~ ytdd niight 11+ ddear askked miie t0 call hiim . . bbut ii fell asleep alreadiie . . 0nliie saw dde sms thiis m0rniingg . haiis . . s0rriie ddear . . ii miss eu s0 muchh . ii wanna see eu ! h0pe eu're n0rt angryy wihh miie . . ii'm s0rriie f0r n0rt calliing euu . thiis m0rniingg when ii saw dde sms , ii felt lk calliing eu andd reversiing dde tiime . haiis ~ ii'm missing eu l0rts n0w . . h0pe t0 spendd dde wh0le dayy wihh eu =)) bbut ii kn0e , iit's imp0ssible . . haiiks . k , ii end here le larh . . jjust wanna sayy ii l0rve eu f0reverr and u'll always be 0n miie miind . . missing eu every sec0nd . =)) muacks .

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haiis ~ ytdd niight 11+ ddear askked miie t0 call hiim . . bbut ii fell asleep alreadiie . . 0nliie saw dde sms thiis m0rniingg . haiis . . s0rriie ddear . . ii miss eu s0 muchh . ii wanna see eu ! h0pe eu're n0rt angryy wihh miie . . ii'm s0rriie f0r n0rt calliing euu . thiis m0rniingg when ii saw dde sms , ii felt lk calliing eu andd reversiing dde tiime . haiis ~ ii'm missing eu l0rts n0w . . h0pe t0 spendd dde wh0le dayy wihh eu =)) bbut ii kn0e , iit's imp0ssible . . haiiks . k , ii end here le larh . . jjust wanna sayy ii l0rve eu f0reverr and u'll always be 0n miie miind . . missing eu every sec0nd . =)) muacks .

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haiis ~ ytdd niight 11+ ddear askked miie t0 call hiim . . bbut ii fell asleep alreadiie . . 0nliie saw dde sms thiis m0rniingg . haiis . . s0rriie ddear . . ii miss eu s0 muchh . ii wanna see eu ! h0pe eu're n0rt angryy wihh miie . . ii'm s0rriie f0r n0rt calliing euu . thiis m0rniingg when ii saw dde sms , ii felt lk calliing eu andd reversiing dde tiime . haiis ~ ii'm missing eu l0rts n0w . . h0pe t0 spendd dde wh0le dayy wihh eu =)) bbut ii kn0e , iit's imp0ssible . . haiiks . k , ii end here le larh . . jjust wanna sayy ii l0rve eu f0reverr and u'll always be 0n miie miind . . missing eu every sec0nd . =)) muacks .

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came in here on07:10 a.m.x

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haiis ~ ii miss ahba0 s0 much . . 0mg . =p keke . t0day he larh , break pr0mise . . sm0ke a l0rt 0f ciggerate . haiis . ii als0 f0r hiis 0wn go0d mahh . haii ~ dden he t0day b0 chap miie again . haiis . t0m0l0 ii tryy t0 peii hiim until as late as ii can . c0s anyway h0ls le . keke . c0s he ask miie pei hiim dden can askk hiim dd0n't sm0ke . keke . . anyway , hiis scho0l dde teacher saw hiis tail behiind dden g0 cut leii ~ s0 badd l0rh ! nvm larh . haha . still can gr0w dde . at least t0day sms hiim he g0rt reply . . keke . haii ~ 3rd 0f jjune ii want peii hiim g0 h0spiital . . haii . berii w0rriied 0f hiis health . tell hiim dd0n't sm0ke to0 much le . . makke miie heart paiin . anyway , t0m0l0 diie larh . . miie m0ther g0iing d0wn take rep0rt cardd c0s ii fail . wala0 . . haii ~ dden cann0rt g0 0ut . bbut maybbe ii dd0n't care larh . awnt peii ahba0 . =p haha . t0day at mrt s0 xiia'sway mann , ii scream s0 l0ud . aiiyah . . ba0beii angry wihh miie le . . ii g0 ap0l0giise fiirst . . byebye . haha =p

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came in here on08:21 p.m.x

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keke . . jjust endedd t0rkiing t0 ddear 0n dde f0ne . . keke . . he s0 sweet siia . haha . =p dden n0w ii kn0e hiim much better le . . he startiing t0 tell miie hiis feeliings . keke . . dd0n't w0rry , w0 ye hen aii ni . =) alth0ugh eu w0n't be able t0 see tiis . he keep sayiing miie hamster . haha . dden sayy d0 a hamsterr cage dden miie & hiim live iin there . haha . he r0cks ! l0rve hiim s0 muchh ! keke . dden he always f0rce miie say thiings . keke . ahhh ~ ii l0rve hiim a l0rt . =)) he t0ld miie l0rts 0f thiings which made miie berii happiie . hee . 0k . . jjust wanna p0st thiis entry t0 tell eu that : ii l0rve eu l0rts & im missiing eu l0rts . . thiinking 0f eu everiie sec0nd . . there's 0nliie eu iin miie heart . c0s ; iil0rve'eu . w0 yuan yi y0ng yuan he ni zai yi qi ; yi qi fu dan nii dde xiing shi . . and ddear , eu must take care h0rr . . dd0n't everyday sm0ke s0 much . . take care 0f ur health . . eu kn0e wart ii mean . . must tryy t0 keep dde 0ne day 0ne stick 0k ? bbut n0 matter wart happens , i'll always l0rve eu and ii h0pe eu kn0e that . . =)) pls studyy hardd & dd0n't always fo0l ar0und h0rr ! haha . . 0k , ii end here le . . eu must take care . ii d0wan t0 hear any badd news 0n dde 3rd 0f june . . sm0kiing f0r 5years already . . tiime t0 cut d0wn . . =p l0rve ya . . [y0ng yuan ai zhe nii]

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came in here on12:51 a.m.x

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keke . . jjust endedd t0rkiing t0 ddear 0n dde f0ne . . keke . . he s0 sweet siia . haha . =p dden n0w ii kn0e hiim much better le . . he startiing t0 tell miie hiis feeliings . keke . . dd0n't w0rry , w0 ye hen aii ni . =) alth0ugh eu w0n't be able t0 see tiis . he keep sayiing miie hamster . haha . dden sayy d0 a hamsterr cage dden miie & hiim live iin there . haha . he r0cks ! l0rve hiim s0 muchh ! keke . dden he always f0rce miie say thiings . keke . ahhh ~ ii l0rve hiim a l0rt . =)) he t0ld miie l0rts 0f thiings which made miie berii happiie . hee . 0k . . jjust wanna p0st thiis entry t0 tell eu that : ii l0rve eu l0rts & im missiing eu l0rts . . thiinking 0f eu everiie sec0nd . . there's 0nliie eu iin miie heart . c0s ; iil0rve'eu . w0 yuan yi y0ng yuan he ni zai yi qi ; yi qi fu dan nii dde xiing shi . . and ddear , eu must take care h0rr . . dd0n't everyday sm0ke s0 much . . take care 0f ur health . . eu kn0e wart ii mean . . must tryy t0 keep dde 0ne day 0ne stick 0k ? bbut n0 matter wart happens , i'll always l0rve eu and ii h0pe eu kn0e that . . =)) pls studyy hardd & dd0n't always fo0l ar0und h0rr ! haha . . 0k , ii end here le . . eu must take care . ii d0wan t0 hear any badd news 0n dde 3rd 0f june . . sm0kiing f0r 5years already . . tiime t0 cut d0wn . . =p l0rve ya . . [y0ng yuan ai zhe nii]

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came in here on12:51 a.m.x

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lalala ~ update update ! haha . . n0w adays always update c0s feel lk typiing mahh . . l0l . 0mg . niic0le jiie sayy miss pettii chua findiing miie t0day . . nvm larh . t0m0l0 dden say . . t0day p0n tan dden g0 213 fiind niic0le jiie & shuana and teck hian . dden see emily settle taiji . dden after that ahba0 dear c0me le ~ keke . =p dden ar0ngk0rn & jiiah0ng k0r keep disiia0 miie . c0s ddear t0rkiing t0 a uncle mahh , dden ar0ngk0rn say miie father in law . haha . dden afterr that we g0 1head there see pe0ple play basketball . besiide bbss dde . haha . ddear's scho0l . l0l . dden we all vandaliise dde table tenniis tabble . keke ` dden keep hitting teck hian . haha . =p dden after that g0rt a guyy c0me dden call us xiia0 meii2 . siia0 dde . afterwards we g0 nearbyy macd0nald eat . walk tehre . . dden teck hiian piigyback ddear dden ii g0 tiickle hiim . haha . actually ddear want helpp miie buyy bbut ii say d0nniid . haha . dden after that we g0 behiind de staircase there . . ddear , weiiwen , weiwei & teck hian sm0ke . dden ddear keep messiing up miie hairr dden ii g0 behiind dde staiircase siit . dden he g0 check miie bag c0s he help miie carry . haha . dden after that we siit there t0rkt0rk . . dden ddear & weiiweiik0r g0 red hill there dde ABC ? d0nn0 wart larh . haha . teck hiian & weii wen d0wan g0 . dden afterwards we g0 pasar malam fiind weiian & sha0pii . dden g0 mac . haha . dden saw h0ngzha0 andd bagay . l0l . dden miie , shuana andd niic0le jiie siit cab h0me . n0 m0re ! haha . berii l0ng h0r . . keke . . l0rve ddear s0 much . . that shuana g0 let ddear see wart ii send herr . . dden ddear there am qiu . dden ddear still tell shuana let weiiwei see . humph . haha . =p *pAisEh* haha . 0kkiie larh , n0 m0re le . l0l . buaibuais . . take care every0ne ! =)) l0rviing ; miissing ; thiinking 0f ddear l0ads . he must be sneeziing n0w . =p haha . kkiies , take care ! - peace ; twiist ; -

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came in here on07:02 p.m.x

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haiis ~ ii miss hiim l0rts . . t0dayy p0n tan . . ahh ! ha0 xiiang ta . . ytdd t0rk until ab0ut 3am dden hangg le . . at fiirst t0rk he keep c0mplaining sayy dde uncle berii fuck , dden keep sc0lding vulgarities . . c0s he tell hiis m0ther he g0iing h0me le dden dde uncle askk them g0 m0ve thiings again , dden make dde m0ther lo0k f0r hiim . . haha . . dden ii askk hiim dd0n't sc0ld le ~ keke . dden ii sayy ii hate miie m0therr dden he tell miie cann0rt hate all th0se . . haha . . keke ` dden suddenly t0rk ab0ut when hiis grandfather pass away . 0mg . he s0 go0d t0 hiis family . . haha . . bbut he s0 kkeliian leii ~ neber even eat until ! weiiweii they all g0 eat he g0 h0me . . dden he at h0me 0nliie eat tw0 piiece 0f bread . . askk hiim g0 co0k hhe lazyy . haha . . dden askk miie co0k dden sendd t0 hiim . . haha . . ii realliie l0rve hiim ! haha . . dden iin de end he wantedd t0 sleep liia0 . . ii understandd larh . haha . . hhe sh0uld g0 sleep ; busy wh0le dayy le . . ii'm c0ntentedd that he askkedd miie t0 t0rkk t0 hiim 0n dde f0ne when he reachedd h0me ; despiite beiing s0 hungry & tiired . . =)) haiis ~ bbut ii still keep thinkiing that wart iif he wants t0 break and all th0se . . aiiy0h . als0 d0nn0 whyiie . . ahhh ~ later g0iing 213 fiind niic0le and shuana they all . . h0pe he g0rt g0 . . always t0rk 0n dde f0ne iish he make miie laugh ; dden n0 matter wart ii d0 als0 cann0rt make hiim laugh dde . haha . dden he always sayy ii kii siia0 c0s keep laughing . . haha . dden sayy ii 0nliie kn0e h0w t0 sayy th0se few w0rds . . badd leii he . . dden always iis ii sayy miie fault dde . . t0 prevent quarrel mah . haha . . 0k larh ! en0ugh ab0ut hiim . . ii scaredd later pe0ple bth . haha . =p keke . . laterr must g0 213 . . 0h yya , ah xiian als0 meetiing miie there . haha . . 0k larh , endd here liia0 . . take care every0ne . . l0rve hiim l0ads !

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came in here on09:32 a.m.x

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haiis ~ siian . . t0day waiit f0r ba0beii s0 l0ngg dden iin dde endd neber even meet hiim at all . . miis him s0 much . . keke . . t0m0l0 ii want meet hiim larh ! haha . =p hee . dden jjust n0w that to0piid weiwei k0rr makke miie cry . c0s weiweii , weii wen , jiiah0ng they all keep say bad thiing ab0ut ba0bei . . dden weiweii sayy s0methiing ab0ut ba0bei make miie berii sadd . . dden ii walk 0ff and cryy . . haii ~ ii realliie miss hiim a l0rt ! dden after scho0l g0 213 saw ahxian & weii wen ! wo0h0o ! weii wen s0 funnie . haha . =)) fr0m 2pm waiit f0rr ba0beii until s0 late . . ab0ut 4+ liddart . . dden miie siisters shen qi w0 dden ii g0 hillviiew wihh them . dden that's dde tiime weiwei make miie cry . all keep bully miie . dden after that g0 h0me dd0n't wiish t0 mentii0n . haii ~ n0w feel lk t0rkiing t0 ba0beii bbut he , weiiweii , ahxiian , weii wen & ahl0ng busy . . d0nn0 d0iing wart . supp0sed t0 meet hiim jjust n0w at niight when miie parents g0 0ut bbut miie maid g0 0ut dden l0ck dde do0r . wala0 . haha . t0day wh0le day n0 see hiim . dden d0nn0 whyiie t0day s0 maniie pe0ple kn0e we steadd . . even h0ngzha0 leii ~ dden al0yy keep call miie da sa0 . keke . . h0pe laterr can t0rk t0 ba0beii 0n dde f0ne at latelate dde niight . . muahahah ` l0rve ba0bei l0ads ! =)) n0thiing t0 sayy le ~ buaibuaiis . . take care ` keke . .

[added] haiis ~ ii jjust n0w damn sadd l0rh . . c0s ii feel ddear lk neglectiing miie bc0s 0f hiis w0rks . . bbut afterr seeiing hiis reply , iit realliie melt miie heart . =)) s0 n0w i'm tryiing t0 understandd that he g0tta run fr0m bukit panjangg t0 bukit bat0k area , m0viing de thiings even th0ugh iit's already s0 late . . and he als0 hav scho0l andd reach bukit panjangg at 5+ andd startedd d0iing thiings . ii'm sure he feels tiired . . much m0re tiired than miie . he g0 h0me s0 late , ab0ut 1+ s0metiimes 2+ iin dde miidnight , after the bath , he still g0tta call miie and t0rk t0 miie . dden sleep andd wake up f0r scho0l t0m0l0 . . ii realliie g0tta thiink f0r hiim . these has been startiing fr0m thursdayy[when we havent stead]until n0w . . t0day sh0uld bbe dde last dayy ? ii'm c0ntentedd en0ugh that he sent miie an replyy telliing miie he's busy and ap0l0giised . ii h0pe thiis will g0 0ver berii so0n s0 he'll hav m0re tiime f0r miie ; s0rriie siisters that ii maybe hafta pangseh eu all f0r hiim . bbut dd0n't w0rry , ii ww0n't d0 iit 0ften . ii h0pe all 0f euu understands miie . n0w ii understand beiing iin niic0le jiie's sh0es . when we wantedd s0 muchh t0 acc0mpanyy 0ur steadds bbut 0ur siisters dd0esn't all0w . s0rriie siisters iif ii've already been pissiing eu 0ff byy keep t0rkiing ab0ut hiim iin ur presence ; bbut thiis iis jjust dde fiirst few dayys . s0rriie ahxiian t0 let eu hear miie whinings everyday ab0ut dearr . l0l . s0rriie all . hmmm , w0nder iif he's busy 0r wart t0m0l0 . . h0pe he's n0rt . . anyway , n0w ii w0n't call t0 diisturb when he's busy wihh dde temple stuffs . bbut ii wanna let hiim kn0e * ii'm als0 tiired . . waiting f0rr hiim t0 c0me h0me every day s0 that he c0uld t0rk t0 miie ; even iif it's f0r a while - ii'd be satisfiied . ddear's sucha great guyy . =)) ii'm s0rriie f0r dde tiimes ii've been thr0wiing miie temper 0n eu & behaving beri childish even th0ugh t0day's jjust 0ur sec0nd dayy . . ii'm missing hiim much m0re than usual t0dayy . c0s ii diidn't meet hiim t0day at all . humph ! all bc0s 0f miie maid larh . haha . =p bbut nvm . h0pe ii can meet hiim t0m0l0 . 0r sh0uld ii sayy t0dayy c0s iit's o1.o1am n0w . andd he's still busyy wihh hiis w0rks . haiis ~ when will these endd ? haii . . dde last tiime ii saw hiim which was ytdd - he alreadyy hadd a littlle dark circles . w0nder iif they g0ne liia0 0r still there . ahhh ~ haha . . ii h0pe he'll fiind 0ne day t0 rest at h0me after scho0l . haha . . ii'll end here le larh . . g0 call ahxiian liia0 ~ haha . =)) go0dniight all . take care ; sweet dreams . . peace - n0 war -

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came in here on09:23 p.m.x

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t0dayy sh0 happiie . . keke . . =))` ii l0rve hiim a l0rt . . h0pe we'll last f0rebber . . [y0ngg yuan aii zhe nii] keke . . 23o5o5 , h0pe we'll last f0reber . . keke . . ai ni 1314 . . pls` dd0n't leave miie .

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came in here on08:08 p.m.x